"Mommy you need a time out!"..........

Wow!....can you believe hes already four weeks old!..
oh how they grow so fast :(...What a cutie pie though huh? :)

well put Kids!.....okay so yeah I would just like to take a moment here to throw myself a little pity party and rant a little bit, so here we go......I'm am sick to death of this gosh forsaken freakin winter! I have the very worst cabin fever ever in my life, I have not left my my house for more than maybe a couple of hours each day here and there for about six weeks or more (but whos keeping track right?!) and i'm about to go NUTTS!!!! to put it lightly, I swear if it never snows again it will be a moment too soon.......moving on my house has now become the sick epidemic house, like I said we have not gone anywhere and i mean no where and no one has really come over so explain to me how Coby has gotten sick not once, not twice(oh no!), but three times in the last six weeks, he will just get over being sick and then BAM! hes sick with something else three days later and now Nathan has finally caught it as well, so tell me where could he possibly be getting this from?hmmm makes you wonder is this ever going to END!!???.....pressing forward now so yeah like I said i have severe cabin fever and Nathan being sick and me taking care of the kids 24/7 for the last 6 days with him resting all day hasnt exactly been the kind of medicine that i need to cure it. I'am literally going nuts, I need a break from kids, cleaning, cooking, dirty diapers, dirty laundry, taking care of sick people so bad I can literally taste the freedom, I have had "ZERO" and I mean ZERO time to myself (gosh that sounds so selfish when I say that) although I love being a mommy and a wife more than anything in the world! lets be honest here folks im not WONDER WOMAN or SUPER MOM, I'm just Tiffany Marie and I'm only human and other than brushing my teeth, I have not showered or put a comb through my hair since friday (yes thats right friday my friends) and its what sunday today??, okay a little T.M.I., but say it with me now folks "THAT IS DISGUSTING!!!!" OR "EWW GROSE" (as my nephew Austin would say), but literally I havent got the time, in between trying to take care of the kids and nathan and cooking and picking up(no time for deep cleaning)and entertaining coby and trying to sleep there just is no time in there, unless I want to give up some of my sleep, which is not happening because i'm only averaging about 4-5hrs. a night anyway it looks like i wont have time to myself. gosh I sound so selfish saying all of this, because I know there are woman out there who would kill and i mean literally kill to be in my position, just tune into lifetime television network and you will see what i'm talking about. dont get me wrong here folks I Love being a mom and a stay-at-home mom at that, I mean what a blessing that i get to be with my kids all day instead of some stranger raising them, I get to see all there firsts, i get to enjoy there laughter and there sweet voice and spirits all day long, but even the most sane mother needs a break sometimes ya know?...for all the moms out there that would agree with me, Please let me know, so I dont feel so selfish for saying all of this..... I know this too will pass and soon i will look back on these trying times as a distant memory, but it still stinks when your going through it at the time though......well I shall end on that note. Thanks to all those that actually read my blog, its nice that i get to rant and rave on this thing. enjoy the new pics of chase, I cant believe hes actually a month old now. wow they grow up and get big so fast, it makes me sad.